Andressa Urach says she felt worse at church than at prostitution

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The presenter Andressa Urach decided to tell us on her social networks a little about the period she was in the church and how exhausting it was, despite claiming to know that Jesus had nothing to do with it and that “the work of God done by failed people” . She still stated that doesn’t usually hide that kind of situao.

“In the last few months I went through such a big disappointment that it literally tore my heart, I couldn’t even to study, I will have to lock journalism faculty, because I have no head to think about it “.

The presenter dedicated the last six years of her life to the church and says she was excluded from groups, which made her feel as if she had “demons” for not being part of the institution. “I ended up feeling like a disposable object, I never felt like that even at the time of prostituio“.

Currently, Andressa has a contract with the Record of Rio Grande do Sul until March 2021 and says she depends financially of salary: “I depend financially on my salary and it goes on until the next year. (If they don’t fire me by then), as they did the other time I was in So Paulo when I disobeyed the guidance I received and married the my son’s father “.

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Guys, I don’t hide anything from anyone. In the last few months I went through such a big disappointment that it literally tore my heart, I couldn’t even study, I will have to close journalism college, because I don’t have the head to think about it. I dedicated my last 6 years of my life to Jesus as everyone knows, but I ended up feeling like a disposable object, I never felt like that even during the time of prostitution. I know that Jesus has nothing to do with it and the work of God done by failing people. I was excluded from groups making me feel like I had% u201Cdemnios% u201D for not being part of the institution. If I told you everything that happened in recent years you would be scandalized and I would have become an atheist. But thank God at the hospital in 2014 I was faced with death and had a personal experience with God and I know that Jesus is alive. Today, as everyone knows, I have a contract with Record here in Rio Grande do Sul and I depend financially on my salary and it will continue until next year. (If they don’t fire me by then), as they did the other time I was in So Paulo when I disobeyed the guidance I received and married my son’s father. The issue at hand … I love the church, but I can’t go to church anymore, I took it because they say that once we were away we were 7 times worse than when we arrived. So I don’t want to hear it! This is doing me harm. I don’t want to and I won’t go back to being who I was. I am returning to my psychiatric treatments, as I am a controlled boderline. While in church everything was under control, but now that I’m not going to church anymore, I went back to taking some pills to calm down and control my anxiety attacks that came back this Monday. I need to control my impulsiveness and especially my anger! I talked to the church in a friendly way so that they could return the donations I made in the last few years, but unfortunately I have not yet returned, I did not want to enter justice. But I’m not well, I was vulnerable at the time and I didn’t think about my son’s future, much less mine, I was in a very fragile phase and I still am, so I’m going back to my treatments

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But even with all the conflicts, she claims to love the church, but she can no longer attend the environment that was affecting. Andressa also stated that she needs to learn to control impulsiveness and anger.

“This is making me sick. I don’t want to and I won’t be who I was again. I’m going back to my treatments. psychiatric, because I am a controlled boderline. While I was at church everything was under control, but now that I’m not going to church anymore, I took some medicine to calm myself and control my anxiety attacks that came back this Monday “.

She also commented that she tried to talk to the church so they could return the donations made in the last few years, but unfortunately she hasn’t gotten back yet and she didn’t want to enter the justia.

I’m not well, I was vulnerable at the time and I didn’t think about my son’s future, much less mine, I was in a very fragile phase and I still am, so I’m going back to my treatments “, concluded the presenter.



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